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The Pain In My Heart

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The pain in my heart.
The pain in my heart is what precedes the sensation of millions of needle-like pricking, that troubles a limb left unttended, cramped up for way too long, that cripples you for an endless while before vanishing as if it was nothing at all. The pain in my heart is that intense numbness that precedes it all, you feel might fall. 
 
The pain in my heart.
The pain in my heart is the enduring of a procedure of surgery, with long needles poking, and forceps pulling, and blood staining and dripping and flowing, and scissors tearing, and loved ones worrying having no clue what's happening, and stiches that shall leave scars, and memories that would pray for amnesia. The pain in my heart is all of that happening under a heavy dose of anaesthesia.
 
The pain in my heart.
The pain in my heart is the noise that you hear, when you lie down at night, in pitch dark, thoughts hovering over your head of the dead and the dying, of the wounded and the crying, of the failures yet trying; refusing to let go, they shout into your ears till the sleep is lost and you crouch with your fears, scared and tense. The pain in my heart is the noise of that silence.
 
The pain in my heart is the bone crushing,  teeth clenching, profusely sweating, almost killing, brutal exit from the nurturing womb. The pain in my heart is the new born's laugh.
 
The pain in my heart is the burning pyre, turning to ash what once was life, part by part, skin first, then legs, then lungs, then hands, then neck, the face, then head, then ribs, then heart. The pain in my heart is what the dead one feels.
 
The pain in my heart.
The pain in my heart is the pulling at my hair, the gritting of my teeth, the shaking of my hands, the weakening of my knees, the screaming of my voice, the scratching of my nails, the slapping of my palms, the flooding of my eyes, the loosing of my mind, the cutting of veins ...then jumping into fall...
 
The pain in my heart is wrenchingly worse than the visible acid melted scars.
 
#stopacidattacks
 
 
 


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